Found an old post that was a draft I never published. Went something like this:

Favourite song:

Favourite colour:

Favourite (I forgot oh dear):

I was tempted to answer but feared invading memories so terrified, closed the tab and left it alone.

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Can't stop writing.

Like I said, on a roll.

My, how I've grown!

My writing too, but not so much I guess.

Better now, maybe. My posts used to be

scattered, now they're sort of formal if

you think about it. I do miss having colourful

posts...

But then again there are too many things to miss.

OH MY GOSH I just made the ultimate discovery -- colour font only works on IE when I publish, not GC! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :(

Goodnight!

Can't seem to stop writing.

Looks like this blog's been going on for over a year now!

http://maymishmush.blogspot.com/2009_12_01_archive.html

Look at my old December posts!

Wow, I colorful and full of life!

And poetic too, haha. Blogged about something that wasn't

worth blogging about and now reading back on it makes

me want to slam my fist down on the table in seething anger.

Just kidding.

Want to go back to doing this, it's lovely! ♥

Realized that my lovely blog does not really indicate the separations of posts clearly, as they all fall under one heading. The pictures indicate the dividing, though! So watch out for those. And the posts on top are most recent. So start reading from the bottom.

Um, not sure if I like the sound of that.

the city sleeps
so silently
wish I could say the same for me
but Ive got this dead ended street
to keep searching
for a tunnel underneath the bitter truth
or a bridge invisible I wont fall through

and I dont know how much I can keep
letting you unravel me
cause the more you learn the more we share
we were worlds apart and you see
it was so much easier to be
cause now I know what we cant have and its so unfair

I never meant
most of those pretty words I said
but I wanted you to think I did
cause telling you all this makes no difference
its useless
cause those who get to know our hearts the most
they always seem to be the ones well never hold

and I dont know how much I can keep
letting you unravel me
cause the more you learn the more we share
we were worlds apart and you see
it was so much easier to be
cause now I know what we cant have and its so unfair

cant you see its destroying me?
I cant stand the closeness
but dont you dare go avoiding me
it kills me and yet it keeps me going

and I dont know how much I can keep
letting you unravel me
cause the more you learn the more we share
we were worlds apart and you see
it was so much easier to be
cause now I know what we cant have and its so unfair

this song spells it out.